hmm.. i realise something.. i always feel quite down when it is friday.. dunno why.. is like i always feel like dying and jus leave this world alone.. maybe thats me.. onli when i am tired do i realli reveal my true self?? one that dont care about others' feelings.. dun care about others' things and so on.. insult them by saying things that is not true.. so i am sorry dennis.. for saying that everytime all u do is jus eat.. sorry..

bad mood.. yes.. so i hope that u guys stop reading from here on..

i have been thinking.. y am i so tired.. ok.. all i can say is that the homeowrk is endless.. and i hate it very much.. sometimes when there is no homework.. there is apparently nothing that is interesting anymore.. all look so dull and boring.. computer is no longer the thing i look forward to anymore.. other than blogging there is nothing i can do witht he com.. the thing is i may jus dread it.. coz all my com time is used with PW work.. i am sick of it.. and seriously hope that it will no longer exist in this world.. but i cant do that.. im too small.. to insignificant to do anything..

pretty sad that after next week eileena lim will leave us.. may miss her care free and a little cheerful smile.. i like it when she say diam diam can anot.. haha.. i also smile at that one.. hmm.. new chem teacher will be here.. i may jus feel like being experimented again.. haix.. hate my life hate my future.. lok like im useless in both academic wise as well as physical wise.. i feel so helpless yet still have to face the world everyday.. who can save me.. i dun noe.. but i am sure this torment will not be coming to an end any soon...

good bye....